I said… “I love Spring, but there is just something very sensual and romantic about the falling leaves and rich colors of Autumn and the feeling that arises within me, especially on a cold rainy afternoon.” And he said… “If … Continue reading
We often associate the Moon as the Divine Feminine energy within. Why not make this New Moon in Scorpio the time to celebrate the beautiful SHE energy inside of us and allow her to come out and play? Below are some words of inspiration from a favorite book in my sanctuary called SHE. This book makes a great appreciation gift to that special woman in your life that touches hearts and souls with her beauty, grace, and brilliance wherever she goes. And this SHE could be you, too!
She loves life and life loves her right back!
She listens to her heart above all other voices.
She pursues big dreams instead of small realities.
She sees every ending as a new beginning.
She welcomes unexpected delights.
She turns her can’ts into cans and her dreams into plans.
She has a way of turning obstacles into opportunities.
She makes the whole world feel like home.
She walks in when everyone walks out.
She colors her thoughts with only the brightest hues.
She imagines it, and then she makes it happen.
She is an artist and life is her canvas.
She not only sees a light at the end of the tunnel, she becomes that light for others.
“She remains true to herself and knows when it’s time to let go of the things that do not serve her higher self.” ~tu-anh
(P.S. I hope you like the latest photos of my Faux Fur Holiday Collection taken by Charles Martin.)
You have read the first part of Finding Strength in Softness. Here is part 2 so you can see where she is at in her goddess transformation and awakening journey. Enjoy reading! I am so proud of her!
I think that a lot of women, myself included, feel silly when they dare to think that they’re “sexy.” And the sad truth is that it’s likely because of the criticisms we feel from other women when we own our fierceness.
As an overweight youth, and very overweight young adult, my body is not something I’ve ever reveled in. It was never what gave me confidence or made me feel free. In fact, it was my prison, holding me back from opening up to people, feeling confident, or comfortable in my own skin.
Surprisingly, losing a significant amount weight did not result in those things either. I became perhaps even more self-conscious of my body than I had been previously. What I see now that I couldn’t see then is that self-worth was the key to bringing out that freedom, not the physical changes. And that was something I had not yet fully developed until earlier this year.
And what naturally happens when you begin to stand fully in your self worth? You get tested.
Recently, on a boat outing with my friend and unintentional style goddess and teacher of femininity, tu-anh love, I was presented with perhaps the smallest outfit I’ve ever put on my body and instructed to pose in it for a professional photographer. I’ve worn shirts with double the fabric of this supposedly “full-body” get-up. With two men on the boat with us, I was feeling especially conscious of my body and what it must look like in this teeny piece of fabric. Pre self-worth (and wine), I would have refused. But my will is not as persuasive as the creative life force known as tu-anh.
And I can’t lie… I felt sexy. Like, seriously sexy. And I wasn’t *hating* the encouragement from our men. In this space, with these people, in the sun and on the water (my happy place), I gave myself permission to not overthink it and simply just have fun. I’ll admit, it took all of those elements to get me to that mental space. But now that I’ve experienced that, it’s incredibly difficult to go back.
What’s changed since then?
- I’m not shy about being in a bathing suit — and no longer care that I don’t have a model body.
- I don’t feel shy about owning my femininity.
- I flirt, a lot actually. At the gym, the grocery store, walking in my neighborhood…
- I post photos on Instagram just because I feel sexy and want to share and empower other women. No more shame in my game!
- I don’t take myself so seriously because life’s too short.
More importantly, what I’ve discovered for myself is that sexiness isn’t about looks. It’s about freedom. Freedom from what anyone else thinks — and freedom from the thoughts that used to hold me back. And wow, the power that can be gained from that. Ladies, I’m daring you to embrace your femininity, your sexuality and do it with no fear, no shame, and no guilt! I will be back for my finale!