25 Signs You May Be Going Through a Spiritual Awakening

Princess is no longer alive on earth, but her sweet spirit is still with me.

Happy Full Moon in Capricorn! If you have not already done so, now is the time to take a look at your own inner truth, your driving forces both internal and external, your personal power and the life choices that you have made. Are you happy where you are in your life? Have you been playing it safe all along? Well if you have like I used to, you will eventually go through an awakening of your soul like I did. Perhaps it has already begun for you.

Below are 25 signs that you may be going through a spiritual awakening right now. The ride may be like a wild and crazy roller coaster some days, but when you feel fully awakened like where I currently am, each day will feel like a brand new day full of joy and unexpected miracles and blessings.

  1. You see your life’s purpose clearly.
  2. You no longer feel close and deeply connected to your loved ones.
  3. You need more peace and solitude to meditate and go inward.
  4. Money and material things has little value and meaning to you.
  5. You spend more time pampering and improving you rather than serving and fixing others.
  6. You feel the need to be in nature daily, especially walking and hiking as your meditation.
  7. You feel connected to children and animals and can be your most authentic self when you are with them.
  8. You find beauty in all that surrounds you and wherever you go.
  9. You appreciate all living things.
  10. You find healing in candlelight baths and aromatherapy.
  11. You no longer need other people to validate your worth.
  12. You strive to become the best version of yourself.
  13. You no longer need to feel needed. You understand that codependency relationships are unhealthy and you avoid being in them.
  14. Your taste in food changes, you only want to eat whole foods with natural ingredients and that are made with love.
  15. You cannot tolerate listening to music that does not feed your soul and awaken your true emotions.
  16. You become a sponge to learning and improving yourself.
  17. You take better care of your mind, body, and spirit including distancing yourself from people who drain your energy and take your light from you.
  18. You can read and feel people, even at a distance and without speaking to them.
  19. You know clearly what you want and what you don’t want.
  20. You dislike being around large chaotic crowds and people who need to drink in order to have fun.
  21. You no longer fear death. Instead, you are excited about what your next life will be like.
  22. You feel the need to express yourself freely without fear, guilt, or shame.
  23. You feel the need to contribute greatly to society by making a difference in yourself and by modeling the behavior you seek.
  24. You love unconditionally and you forgive and forget the pain that others have caused you.
  25. Lastly and for me, I no longer want to settle with any man who I feel is not my equal in mind, body, and spirit. I believe that somewhere out there exists the other half of my soul, my masculine equal, my polar opposite, and my twin flame who is also thinking the same. Soon we shall reunite with Divine timing.

If you are experiencing other signs and transformation, please share with me as I am always interested in hearing your thoughts.

My goddaughter, Emmah reads my mind and feels my emotions which is super amazing. I miss waking up with her next to me.
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Love Changes Everything!

Thanks to my favorite hotel in the world, La Casa Que Canta for always dressing my bed with beautiful flower petals and leaves nightly for me to sleep in.

My current Sunday evening mood if anyone out there has ever experienced love this way…

Love Changes Everything by Andrew Lloyd Webber

Love, love changes everything, hands and faces, earth and sky
Love, love changes everything
How you live and how you die
Love, can make the summer fly
Or a night seem like a lifetime
Yes love, love changes everything
Now I tremble at your name
Nothing in the world will ever be the same

Love, love changes everything
Days are longer, words mean more
Love, love changes everything
Pain is deeper, than before

Love, will turn your world around
And that world will last forever
Yes, love, love changes everything
Brings you glory, brings you shame
Nothing in the world will ever be the same
Off into the world we go
Planning futures, shaping years
Love bursts in and suddenly
All our wisdom disappears
Love, makes fools of everyone
All the rules we make are broken
Yes, love, love changes everyone, live or perish, in its flame
Love will never ever let you be the same
Love will never ever let you be the same

I am who I am today because of love…

I love him because…

He’s on my mind when I am in the presence of beauty and all living things.

Today is April 11th, the Full Moon is a little over a week away. I am seeing signs of his presence everywhere I go and even in my dreams. It was so real, so passionate, and so magical. I feel him so close, yet so far. Oh how much I miss him, his energy, his divine masculine existence that no other man I know has and no other man can compare. Even though we are not together in the physical, I feel it deep down in my heart that we are meant to be together and will be together when GOD has decided so. There was a reason for our separation. We each have to part ways so that we can heal, learn, and grow within ourselves.

I had a little bit of an emotional start to my day this morning and a conversation with a very dear and wise Goddess adviser in my life uplifted me, gave me hope and strength, and she reminded me of this beautiful love poem written by Elizabeth Barrett Browning to her husband, Robert Browning during the Victorian Era in which I have by my bedside table. The verses in bold are of significance to he and I.

I Love You

I love you not only for what you are
but for what I am when I’m with you.

I love you not only for what you have
made of yourself but what you are making
of me;

I love you for putting your hand into my
heaped up heart and passing over all the 
foolish weak things you can’t help dimly
seeing there, and drawing out in the light 
all the beautiful belongings that no one 
else had looked quite far enough to find;

I love you because you are helping me to
make of the lumber of my life not a tavern
but a temple,
out of the work of my every day
life not a reproach but a song.

I love you because you have done more than
any creed could have done to make me good
and more than any fate could have done to
make me happy;

You have done it without a touch, without 
a word, without a sigh;

You have done it by being yourself.
Perhaps that is what being a friend means,
after all.

And he has done it without much effort and by simply being him.

This is more than just a friendship. It is a spiritual bond, a deep soul-connection, a pure and eternal sacred love that no other can ever replace. I love him because he brings out the Goddess in me, the Goddess that I was meant to be. I love him because he is my divine masculine match. And I love him because he is LOVE in a man.

Thanks to my long time fan and photographer Charles Martin for always capturing the best of my Fashion creations and for allowing my vulnerable side to reveal through your lenses.